"just when i start to find the answers, you go and change questions on me. just be honest, am i what you want or not?"
I have a nasty layer of SixFlags film on me.
ickkk.
Other than the horrible heat, thousands of people, long lines, shortage of money, and wet flip-flops..
i had a great time
moving on
Time for my philosophical babble-flabble.
;;;
You always want what you can't have. Hands down. No questions asked. If you have the least bit of desire for something, and you know you can't have it, you want it at least ten times more. Although, If you still have that "little desire" for something, and you reach achievement, the shine fades fast. It doesn't seem as grand, and it lost its flavor. You do the only thing you know how to do, naturally...you do away with it. then [VUALAHH] you miss it.
Why does the mind have to trick itself into thinking stupid things. Thats exactly it. You can fool yourself into happiness, you can obliviously drown yourself in your own self-pity, you can turn against someone, or form a liking towards another in one day. All thanks to the powers of the human mind. Your mind tends to get stuck in realms. It acts like a broken record when going through severe emotions. Naturally, the "sub-concious" attatches itself to the strongest emotion you have. Hence, depression.
wtf? why am I babbling on about this?
I have no point.
No objective.
Oh well. I give.
<3
 
 
let us start over from scratch
make the same mistakes
and cry all over agin | 
